The challenge was to take 1 photograph for each letter of the alphabet - all 26 letters.
I decided to use photos from my collections and somewhat related to my life.
I saw the movie "Caregiver" on Youtube tonight. It was an inspirational. There were some lines that made me realize how far we have to travel in order to reach our goals.
"Some people reach places in their lives they never planned to go. They think they know where they’re going but the destination turns out different from expected. Some don’t even realize they’ve already reached the place. They still seem lost. Something tells them to keep walking. That the destination is just up ahead. Often when walk that road, the footprints behind us disappear. Because we’re creating new paths each time. Why are we afraid to jump into the uncertain? How will we know what’s waiting for us if we don’t step into the dark? Without a first step, how can we move forward?If fear overtakes us, how can we begin to wrestle with life?"
I wish we know what lies ahead so we don't have to be afraid. But that would make life unchallenged. We wouldn't be able to appreciate what life has to offer.
This week has been a little busy for me…Monday, I had a day out with my family. We went to Hoover Dam and took a little tour inside the power plant. My cousin is here for a visit from Honolulu so we decided to take her out. It was an exhausting day for me because I drove all day but it was nice to be with them. Later that evening my cousin, my sister and I went to see “The Women” at South Point. The movie was a bit slow and story line was kind of a mess. Although the actresses were the major reason for me to see the movie, it wasn't quite convincing. It’s like sex in the city with conservative women. The movie features all women and men were nowhere to be seen. Shucks!
Wednesday, I was out all day with my co-workers. We decided to take our manager from Philippine Airlines somewhere. He was a reliever from Manila and it’s his first time here in Las Vegas. We took him to Lake Las Vegas and of course the Hoover Dam. Yes twice this week I was at Hoover Dam. Only this time we didn’t take the tour, we just decided to take some photos outside with the view. The best part of it was, I wasn’t driving! It was nice to be a passenger. Later that afternoon we all hang out at my friend’s house for a little Karaoke before we ended the day.
I’m not sure if I’m contented with my life right now. There are so many things I wish I had and didn’t do. Would it been better if I knew then what I know now? There’s just moment when I feel so depress and can’t find the reason why. Sometimes, I wish I didn’t exist just to ease the pain and sorrow. Minsan naiiyak na lang ako sa sarili ko dahil sa mga nangyayari sa buhay ko. I’m not saying that I’m in big trouble or anything. I have everything that I could ask for. Thank God for giving me strength and power to live my life. For giving me daily food on the table. For keeping me away from any illnesses. There’s just something that I want that I can’t get. I can’t find things to satisfy myself. Alam kong madami na akong nagawang di maganda and I do regret on those. Maybe those things are just coming back to hunt me. Kaya ako nadedepress palagi kasi iniisip ko parin ang nakaraan. Nagsisisi ako sa mga nagawa kong di maganda. Alam ng diyos kong ano ang mga nagawa ko at sana matulungan nya ako na makapag move on.
I envy many people with the way their life is running. Iniisip ko nga, do they have problems? I mean just by looking at them na parang napakasaya nila meron din kaya silang dinadamdam? Lahat ng tao walang perfect sabi nga nila. Sabagay lahat tayo dadaan sa pagsubok. Sometimes when I have to go through hard times, parang hindi ko makakaya at bibigay na lang ako. Kaya ginawagawa ko na lang inaaliw ko sarili ko pero at the end of the day, balik na naman sa problema. I have problems that even myself can’t understand. I can’t seem to be happy with what I have and where I am. I wish for many things to come into my life. Maybe those wishes and prayers are still on the way. I just hope I will not loose the courage to keep praying.
I keep telling myself, I wish I didn’t do that hindi sana ako nagkaganito. Madalas sinisisi ko sarili ko dahil sa mga nagawa ko. Pero sabi nila let it be a lesson to be learn and make you a better person. Matagal na akong hindi umiyak. I wish one day maiyak ako at mailabas ko lahat ang nararamdaman ko. What’s so hard is I have kept so many sadness, pain and sorrow deep inside me and I just can’t hide it anymore. Buti na lang nakakablog ako at dito ko nalang nailalabas lahat. I wish I could have someone to talk to na talagang maintindihan nya ako at pakinggan lang ako. Somebody to just listen and not to judge what I have to say. I don’t need an advisor, I need a listener. I wish God will answer all my prayers. At alam ko naman na parati syang nasa tabi ko and he’s guiding me all the way.
Literally this movie was a disaster! Don't waste your time and money. The worst movie ever! I didn't get to finish the movie, I walked out and requested a refund. Fortunately, they were able to give me a rain check.
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